Archives for the month of: October, 2011

i like my hair pulled not my leg. bitch don’t test me.



all black everything and i was feeling awkwardly sexy today.

i never say shit like that but it’s MY self-love sunday 

word to janera.

Queen Tylr. Hotep.

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect – you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.” 

― Bob Marley

felt like giving you some peace tonight. off the top. here it goes:

we are made up of lies. hypocritical bullshit.

false hopes and lasting hurt. we’ve bodied restless nights of tears and oil that burns through every inch of

our being.

we are complaints. we are loud screams that annoy and birth tears from our slave eyes.

our slave eyes that have seen the killings of brothers and the raping of sisters. yet we have done


because we are afraid. afraid of that karma which will come for us because of the damage we have allowed

thus far.

we are fear that you see in children’s eyes before their parents are slayed.

the fear you see in a womans face like an unplanned pregnancy to a man who won’t stay. 

we are the 99%. without healthcare, jobs, a voice, a face. the opportunity to learn.

we are what you choose to believe in, what you choose to value. morals become inconsistent with life.

life inconsistent with love. yet we are the truth?

be the truth. speak it. feel it. because without it we are a mere reflection of what nothing is made of.

the truth is not word on paper or a speech formed by tainted lips. but a presence where one feels a sense

of relief.


truth is the peace you have in your heart.

because that is what calms your mind. yet we believe are not contradicting our truths.

we are lies.